Faith as big as a mustard seed

HAVE FAITH

God has been really good! These past two weeks or so, when everything that counts is only study study study. Prelims in 9 days and even since last week I have not been in the mood to do anything, and even studying. 

I have been feeling this loneliness for God knows how long. As maybe if you know me well enough you will know that I am not the person who can live to study. So this exam period surely kills me slowly...but surely. 

It was Wednesday 22 August 2012 when I really felt this urge to pray. Feel the extreme need to seek God.

And believe it or not, His blessings never fail. His love is never-ending. 

It started last Monday. Boarding School has this inter-hall volleyball competition. As you know that Hall 4 sucks in sports like nobody business. But oh well I decided to play. Being the only hall with no subs, only 1-2 supporters, PinYaw, Anthony, and I, gave our shot. AND it turns out fine!we clinched the 2nd place, losing only because of stupid mistakes. At first I was kinda angsty, disappointed, damn sian, knowing that we should have won it. But oh well, HERE COMES THE IMPORTANT PART:

I myself noticed. For some reasons or another (I do believe that it is God's work in me) that I have really really been transformed to become more patient, more calm, and more mature these few months. I really feel that I am generally more happy, less angry, and most importantly, care more for others. 

Despite feeling pissed, I got that breeze that made me instead feel composed, calm, and to an extent, peaceful. Moral lesson? 

Seek him, and you will feel the changes within you.

Wednesday.

It was International Night in Boarding School. My last one and probably the second last one the whole boarding school gathered together for this year for a function. It started okay I guess. Food, performances, and lastly the ASEAN Cup ceremony. Yeah our team could only win silver since I was injured during the competition, and also lack of practice and enthusiasm. But really, it was really a once in a lifetime experience to be on stage, collecting prize representing my country. And the photo session afterwards really REMINDS ME OF HOW BLESSED I AM TO HAVE SUCH AMAZING AND CARING FRIENDS. It just struck me in my face that GOD NEVER LEAVES ME. 

He has His own ways in doing things and his own time to finally make it good in the end!

And finally Thursday and Friday were filled with preparation for Teacher's Day. That was actually my first time to give something to my teachers. And it felt great!and it reminds me of their irreplaceable contributions to my life! SO yeah HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!=)

Wait wait. I haven't told you the moral lesson!

Thirdly and lastly:

God sent different people, even the unexpected ones, to make changes in your life, to push you day by day, just to make you share that happiness to others 

To sum up, trust God!Have faith that He will always love you and never leave you. It's not only faith for big things!Even small things in your life, He will take care of them! So begin with a prayer!Trust him and He will take care of your life!=)


God bless!


-Dei-