Apple of my eye

This is just a mere description of how I feel. Nothing is implied nor suggested.

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Do you know how I feel? I don't think so!and I hope not!hahaha

I'm writing this because I have had enough keeping this to myself. So yeah. Last year was the first time I had these butterflies in my stomach everytime I see you. No it's not that kind of love feeling. Ok maybe I like you as a friend and yeah I'm still trying to figure out what it is until now. hahaha.

It started in January, I enjoyed talking to you and seeing you around. Looking back at the memories, I wonder how quite a number of time we were getting closer doing things together. BUT don't get me wrong. I'm not being big-headed, thinking that you like me or something! No No No. BIG NO

Honestly speaking I love having you as a friend. Talking to you is always fun and retarded. Maybe it's because of your easy-going nature I guess. It's just something that I don't always have in myself, so I kinda jealous you for that :/ And I love hearing your stories! How your parents are running their business!Your ex and other retarded stories! It just seems that your life is damn fun, unlike mine at least for the past 1 year or so.

Andddd I like your smile. It reflects pure happiness leh. Wahlao. -.- hahahaha. and I do hope that my decision not to take anything more than being friends was correct. Because I also do think that it will be weird and awkward if I did that in the first place. So I hope that I hid it well enough and I DO NOT want to know your feeling to me!

But really thanks for being a good friend, I really appreciate it. I hope I don't say anything that will affect our friendship :) God bless.


-Dei-