Lonely, exhausted, troubled, unhappy.
Those are maybe the very best words to describe me the past 3 weeks or so.
Have you ever been in a situation where you really don't feel like going through tomorrow? Feel like your life is just a completely boring cycle where same things happen again and again every day?
Yeah, that's precisely how I have been feeling. Maybe I'm being quite a douche writing this but oh well as much as I hate having this feeling. I'm still looking for things that can really cheer me up. Yet, whatever things I post on this post are still true.
So...
Whenever I feel lonely, I realize that I will start cheering myself up. be it through music/soccer/sleep/study/ or just finding someone to share this retarded feeling. But honestly speaking, the last option seems to get harder and harder to find. I don't know whether it's just me or there have seriously been a huge gap between me and my friends.
TRUE FRIENDS WILL BE THERE FOR YOU, they said.
As much as I want to thank my friends; Kevin, Liuwie, Kenneth, Kai Shin, Johandy, Rainer, Pin Yaw, Jonta, Put, and the rest, who have been such a support for me to go through the day, I really still feel kinda empty inside. But really these guys have my sincere gratitude and I'm really thankful for them.
Maybe it's because of too much stress; I have no idea also. But yeah this is me, for the past 3 weeks or so. Hopefully it will be over soon.
-Dei-
Those are maybe the very best words to describe me the past 3 weeks or so.
Have you ever been in a situation where you really don't feel like going through tomorrow? Feel like your life is just a completely boring cycle where same things happen again and again every day?
Yeah, that's precisely how I have been feeling. Maybe I'm being quite a douche writing this but oh well as much as I hate having this feeling. I'm still looking for things that can really cheer me up. Yet, whatever things I post on this post are still true.
So...
Whenever I feel lonely, I realize that I will start cheering myself up. be it through music/soccer/sleep/study/ or just finding someone to share this retarded feeling. But honestly speaking, the last option seems to get harder and harder to find. I don't know whether it's just me or there have seriously been a huge gap between me and my friends.
TRUE FRIENDS WILL BE THERE FOR YOU, they said.
As much as I want to thank my friends; Kevin, Liuwie, Kenneth, Kai Shin, Johandy, Rainer, Pin Yaw, Jonta, Put, and the rest, who have been such a support for me to go through the day, I really still feel kinda empty inside. But really these guys have my sincere gratitude and I'm really thankful for them.
Maybe it's because of too much stress; I have no idea also. But yeah this is me, for the past 3 weeks or so. Hopefully it will be over soon.
-Dei-
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